so, ben is in extream pain because he had to have a surgery, and his painkillers arn't working. and it was after he almost pass out in the bathroom he realized he wasn't going to "rough it out" like he usual does.
hopefully he passes out on the ride there, which im sure he will since if he sits up he usual does :s

oh what i wouldn't do to see him, and totally fuss over him, lol prolly piss him off more then help, since... >////< long story

this weekend i'm sewing thongs for assignment. i'll post images, and no i wont be wearing them!! (in the pictures) but they are pretty shitty designs, instead of having a triangle in the back i'm putting zodiac signs, and color pallete squares.... since u see more that triangle then the front... lol

should i sell them if they are worth it? hmmmm